{"id":284,"date":"2017-11-06T06:59:31","date_gmt":"2017-11-06T12:59:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wandertruenorth.com\/?p=284"},"modified":"2017-11-06T06:59:31","modified_gmt":"2017-11-06T12:59:31","slug":"recovering-a-calling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wandertruenorth.com\/?p=284","title":{"rendered":"Recovering a Calling&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Calling \u2013 it\u2019s an interesting thing, isn\u2019t it?<\/p>\n<p>When I was young I had probably too many callings. Music, school, travel, ministry, writing, work, relationships. I\u2019ve always been a bit ADD, so all of these little pieces added up to me being a bit of a jack of all trades. And I loved it. I\u2019m good at a lot of things \u2013 but never took the time to hone into being great at one of them.<\/p>\n<p>Now that I&#8217;m middle aged (um, <em>how did THAT happen???<\/em>), I\u2019m realizing just what a calling demands. What faith requires. How our life decisions add to \u2013 or frustrate \u2013 those callings. That having a calling requires me being all in. Completely focused.\u00a0 It has to be a priority in my day.<\/p>\n<p>Which makes it easy for me to feel like I \u2018have\u2019 to put my house in order before I can do what I\u2019m called to do. That I have to figure out a way to balance all of the demands of adulthood and business-ownership before I can even start on a calling.<\/p>\n<p>Have you felt the same?<\/p>\n<p>Everyone who knows me knows that I LOVE personality tests. The ideas of how our personalities drive us. My personality is hooked on encouragement, ideas, starting projects, seeing potential.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve had visions of my calling throughout my\u00a0life. Little glimpses of clarity.\u00a0<em> But doesn&#8217;t it make sense that if I was given the vision, then I should trust that God\u2019s taking care of those details that make me feel trapped?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>And, if you&#8217;re like me and you feel overwhelmed with adulting, how do you hone back in on your calling? If a vision is fading, how do I get the vibrant colors back?\u00a0How do you get a calling moving back into the direction you need?\u00a0 Why would I second guess what is gnawing at my heart?<\/p>\n<p>I know that if there is a plan that God has, he\u2019s going to make it a reality. My vision could become someone else\u2019s vision if I don\u2019t make the move to participate.<\/p>\n<p>The more I think about that, the more it\u2019s frustrating \u2026 <em>what did I miss out on?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I was feeling frustrated last week \u2013 no vision really seemed to be taking up my heart-space. No deep yearning to do something with longterm value. I felt behind at work. 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